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Title: I'll Always Know What I Want
Author: [ profile] mhobbs0430
Pairing: Adam/Kris
BETA[ profile] wizardesslyn
Word Count: 2786
Rating: NC-17 at least
Disclaimer:  This never happened, just in my imagination.
Warnings:  m/m sex, yeah, that's it.
Summary:  A/U where Adam is a singer in a club and meets Kris, who's questioning his sexuality.  Smex happens. 

A/N: This is the Third story of my 'I Know What I Want Verse'. Since I can't come up with another title that works, this one will be in at least two, probably three parts.  Thank you for all of the wonderful feedback.

I Know What I Want

I Still Know What I Want

The next morning, Adam woke up and jumped in the shower. He was excited for work today. Kris would be there. Adam was kind of beside himself. He had never felt this way about someone he had just met, but there was something about those brown eyes, his mussy hair, the way he fit just perfectly in Adam’s arms….


Meanwhile, Kris was waking up, feeling very nervous. He was really glad for the job. It’s just that, he’d be seeing Adam. He was really excited, it was just that after that last evening, and then morning, he hoped that it wasn’t weird. He really liked him, and hoped that he hadn’t given too much too soon.

Kris got out of bed, got into the shower and let the hot water wash away his anxieties. He got dressed and saw a text on his phone. ‘See you at work, baby’.

He smiled at that and texted back, ‘Can’t wait, Adam. See ya soon’.


Adam walked into work, whistling. “Morning, Mike.”

“Hey, Adam, you’re sure happy this morning.”

“I am, Mike. It’s Kris’ first day.”

“You like this guy, huh, Adam?” Mike glanced knowingly at Adam.

“I really do, and I know what you’re thinking. I promise, all business here, ok?”

“Just don’t let it get weird, ok?”

“Ahaha. Ok dad.”

A few minutes later, Kris came bouncing into the store.

Adam ran over to him, just about to give him a huge kiss, but Mike coughed, loudly. Adam stopped abruptly.

“Hey Kris”, Adam said as he reached out his hand to shake it.

“Hey Adam”, and he reached and hugged Adam, instead. “I am so glad to see you.”

“Me too, babe.” And they broke off, with Mike staring at them.

“Well, Kris, let’s get you started, and Adam, back to work”, he winked.

“K, boss.”


The morning went well for Kris, and soon it was time for lunch. “Hey, you two, I’ll cover while you guys get some lunch.

“Let’s go, Kris.”

They walked down the street to a little café and sat down. Adam scooted his seat closer to Kris. “I really missed you, Kris”, he said, kissing into Kris’s mouth.

“Mmm, Adam, I missed you, too.”

They ate a quiet lunch and then headed back to work.

The rest of the day went well, and soon it was time to go home.

“Hey Kris”, Mike said. “Nice job today. I think you’ll work out just fine.”

“Thanks Mike, that means a lot. I really appreciate you taking a chance on me.”

“You’re welcome. I know it meant a lot to Adam, too. He’s a good guy, Kris.”

“I know, Mike, and thanks again.”

Adam and Kris walked out of the store together, holding hands. They got to Adam’s car first. “Ok, babe, I’ll pick you up tonight at 7:00”, Adam said, as he leaned into Kris and kissed him deeply.

“Ok, Adam… See you tonight”, he said has he kissed him back.

Adam got into his car as Kris walked away. Adam liked to watch Kris. “Nice Ass”, he yelled out to Kris.

Kris turned, and smacked his own ass as he blew a kiss to Adam, and then smirked, “Later, babe, then it’s all yours.”

Adam laughed, as he drove off.


“Oh God, what am I supposed to wear?” Kris was looking in his closet, naked, having just gotten out of the shower. ‘What do you wear on a date with the most exciting man on the earth?’ As Kris was fumbling through all of his clothes, he thought about the date tonight. He was really excited, but kind of scared at the same time. What if it didn’t work out? ‘Of course it will work out, we already like each other, right?’ he thought to himself.

This was his first date with Adam. He was nervous, but also excited. He really liked this man in many ways. Tonight was about getting to know him better. Then he relaxed and finally found the perfect outfit.

Meanwhile, Adam was throwing everything out of his closet. “Not this, no, not that either….” He had pulled practically everything out, and was tossing them around his bed, frantically. “Damn it.” He sat on his bed. “Why am I so nervous? I just saw Kris, it’s not like we’ve never been together.” That’s what it was, though. They had been together and now they are working together. But, they had never just spent time together.

‘That’s it. Tonight is just about getting to know each other better ‘. Then he relaxed and finally found the perfect outfit.


Adam pulled up to Kris’s apartment about 5 minutes ‘til 7:00pm. He got out of the car, and walked up to Kris’s door. He was just about to ring the bell, when the door opened with Kris standing in front of him looking very tasty. “Hi babe”, Kris said, as he licked his lower lip. “You look amazing, Adam.”

Adam walked up to Kris and put his arms around him. “Hi back, babe. You look incredible too, Kris.” Adam said as he put his lips on Kris’, and kissed him gently on the mouth.

“Are you ready to go?”

Kris just nodded. Adam grabbed his hand as Kris closed the door and they walked out to Adam’s car. Adam walked Kris to the passenger side and opened the door for him. He kissed him again, and let Kris into the car. Then he walked back to the driver side and got in. He sat down and looked at Kris. “Kris, I’ve been looking forward to this all day. I’m, I’m… kind of nervous,” he said, looking into Kris’s eyes and then he looked away.

Kris put his hand on Adam’s chin and turned him to face him again. He laughed, “I know, I am too, Adam. “ He moved closer and kissed him on the lips. Adam pulled him closer, licking his way into Kris’ mouth till he found his tongue, and Kris melted into him. They made out for a few minutes, when Kris pulled away. “Adam, if we don’t leave soon, we may never get out of my parking lot”, he chuckled.

“Let’s go, then.”


Adam and Kris sat down as the waiter brought them their menus.

“This is a beautiful restaurant, Adam.”

“Thanks, Kris. It’s one of my favorites. I’m really glad to bring you here.”

“Me too, Adam. So, what is good to eat here?”

“Kris, let me order for you, please?”

Kris looked at him funny. “What, don’t you trust me?” Adam smirked.

“Actually I do, Adam. Yeah, go ahead.” Kris said with hearts in his eyes. He couldn’t take his eyes off of him. “Thank you, Adam.”

“For what?”

“For taking me out on a date. I’ve really enjoyed the sex, and I’m glad there is more to our relationship. At least I hope there is.”

“Kris”, Adam said, taking Kris’s hand in his. “I told you before; I may never let you go. I really meant that… I’ve spent the last few years… well, playing the field. A lot of guys come into the club, and some are really cute, and they want me. So, I take them, you know?”

Kris sat there, quietly looking at Adam, and then put his head down at that remark. He wasn’t sure where this was going.

Adam sought out Kris’ eyes, until he looked right into his again, reaching out for him.

“That’s not how I feel about you, Kris. I want you to know that. I’ve never felt anything like I feel for you, ok?” He put his hand on Kris’s cheek, and planted a kiss on his lips. “I like you, Kris. I like you a lot, and I want to see where this is going.”

Adam could feel Kris relax in his touch.

Finally, the waiter came back to take their order. Adam ordered a bottle of wine along with their dinner.

The waiter brought the bottle, with two glasses, eyeing the couple. “You two look really great together, Adam”, he said as he winked, and then walked away.

“Do you know him, Adam”, Kris said suspiciously.

“We’re just friends, Kris. I told you, I come here a lot.”

“Ok”, Kris replied, believing Adam.

They toasted to each other, and sipped on their wine. They spent the next hour or so, eating and drinking and talking. Adam told Kris about all about his parents, brother, his music career, or what there was of it. “I really want to be a rock star, you know? But it’s not easy being the way I am, to have anyone take me really seriously.”

“But Adam, you’re amazing. You really are.”

“Thanks, Kris. I appreciate that. Anyway, I like singing at the club. So, what about you? The other night, you told me that you play piano, guitar and sing?”

“Yeah. I also wanted to be a rock star. I moved out here to pursue that. But, like you said, it’s hard.”

“I want to hear you play, Kris. Will you let me?”

“Sure Adam, I’d like that.”


“And then my brother drove his bike into my dad’s car”, Adam said laughing. “My mom ran out to make sure he was ok, and my dad was cursing.”

“Wow, that’s quite a story, Adam.” Kris was laughing, too. “I want to meet your family, Adam. They sound like a lot of fun, especially, Neal.”

“Yeah, I’d like that too. “ Adam got serious for a moment, and reached out for Kris’ hands. “I’m having a really great time, Kris.”

“Can I ask you something, Adam?”

“Anything, Kris.”

“Have you ever been in love before?”

“Um… yeah, once, a long time ago. Why?”

“Just wondering; I’ve only been with women before, and never in love…” He broke off.

“Kris, I really like you.”

“I really like you too”, Kris blushed.

They spent the rest of the evening, talking and laughing and enjoying each other’s company. When they finished their dinner, Adam paid the check, and got up to leave.

“I had a really great time, Adam.”

“Oh, we’re not done, babe. I’m going to take you to a very nice club.”

“Like the other night.”

“No”, Adam chuckled, “not like the other night, Kris. I was trying to seduce you, quickly. Tonight, I want to take my time.”

“Oh, yeah?”

“Yeah, baby.   I’m going to sweep you off your feet, and then take to you bed.”

Kris blushed again.


The club was noisy and crowded. They found a table in the back, and ordered two drinks. They sat back and watched the crowd for a bit. “You wanna dance, Kris?” Adam asked, as he pulled Kris out of his seat. They walked on to the dance floor, and Adam wrapped his arms around Kris. He held him closely, and let Kris put his head on his shoulder, leaning closer into Adam. They held each other on the dance floor, with Adam slowly grinding into Kris as they danced to the beat of the music.

“You are so hot, Kris, you know that?”

Kris, put his head into Adams chest, giggling.

“What’s so funny?”

“I’m sorry, Adam. I’m just laughing because you are one who’s hot, not me. “

“What? Kris, you are hot. Why do you think I came over to you the other night?”

“Really? Adam, you are so amazing, gorgeous, sexy and fucking hot. I’m just…”

“Kris”, Adam stopped dancing, and pressed himself against Kris. “You are one of the most beautiful, handsome, sexy, and yes, hottest men I’ve ever met. I could totally fall in love with you.”

Kris was now seriously blushing.

Adam bent down, and planted a kiss on Kris’s lips, and then licked his way into his mouth, gently at first, and then forcefully, demanding entrance. Kris had melted completely and opened his mouth for Adam. They stood there for a few minutes, wrapped around each other, lips and tongues pressed into each other. It’s like they were the only two people in the room.

“Adam, take me home.”

“K, baby… Where?

“Your place?”


They got to Adam’s place. Adam got out of the car quickly, and walked around to the other side to open the door for Kris. He reached down and helped Kris out of the car, kissing him along the way. They walked up to the door and Adam fumbled for his keys.

Kris walked up behind Adam, and placed his hand on Adam’s ass, rubbing it as Adam looked for his keys. Catching him off guard, Adam dropped the keys and bent way over. Kris was licking his lips when Adam stood up and turned to look at Kris. “What, baby?”

“Nothing”, Kris smirked, as he swept his tongue over his top lip. “I’m just anxious to get inside.”

“Mmmm”, Adam said as he leaned over to kiss Kris while he turned the key in the door. He licked Kris’s teeth enticing them open as Adam’s tongue searched the inside of Kris’ mouth. They stood at the door like that for just a moment, searching each other’s mouths with their tongues, sucking and biting…

“Um, Adam. Can we go inside now?” Kris moaned, his pupils lust blown. His hand reaching down to Adam’s crotch, feeling his growing erection through his very tight pants, rubbing, as Adam was now panting.

They somehow made it inside and closed the door. They were practically running through the living room, up the stairs to Adam’s bedroom, stripping their clothes along the way, staying as close to each other as possible without tripping.

They stumbled into the room and Adam practically threw Kris on the bed. He lay down on top of him, licking his way down from his mouth to his chest, stopping to suck on his nipples, one at a time, then slowly moving down to his thighs. Using his hands and his mouth, he kissed every inch of Kris, except the part he really wanted kissed. “Adam, please, you’re killing me here.”

“All in good time, baby. I want to enjoy you. I love how you are so hot for me, Kris. It really turns me on.”

“Adam”, Kris breathed.

Adam opened the lube and coated one finger. Just before he put it inside Kris, he took his cock and licked the tip, spreading the precum and then without warning, he swallowed Kris down, and pressed his finger into his hole, finding his secret spot right away.

Kris jerked, and moaned loudly, “Ahhhh, Adammmmm, oh God.”

“Want more, baby?” Adam teased.

“Please”, Kris whined.

Adam lubed up his fingers, and then put two of them inside of Kris, beginning to stretch him, hitting his sweet spot every other time now. Adam added a third finger and poor Kris was now writhing and begging to be fucked.

“K, baby, are you ready for me?”

“Get in me now! Or I’m gonna kill you, Adam.”

Adam chuckled, but took pity on poor Kris. He pulled out the condom and quickly put it on, lubed it, and with one stroke, slid into Kris’ waiting hole.

“Fuck, Adam.” Kris screamed.

“You ok, baby?” Adam asked. He stayed still until he knew Kris was ready.

“Adam, I’m great, could you please move now?”

Adam slowing began to move inside Kris. Once he could feel Kris relax, he began to go faster until he was thrusting inside hitting his spot every time now. “Oh God, you feel so good, Kris”. Adam was pounding Kris into the mattress, now.

Kris was babbling incoherently at this point. “Unf…. God… Adam, I’m gonna…”

“Go ahead baby, come for me. You are so beautiful”, Adam said pounding into him. He could feel Kris tense, and then spurts of cum shot out between them.

“Gorgeous, Kris.” Seconds later, Adam shuttered and then came inside Kris. He flattened out so he was lying on top of Kris, still inside him. They just held each other like that for a few minutes until they came down. Adam had his arms wrapped around Kris.

“I could totally get used to this, baby.”

Kris just nuzzled closer to Adam and kissed him on the lips. “Me too”, he said as Adam pulled out. They broke apart just so Adam could throw away the condom and get a wash cloth to clean them up. He came back to bed, and wiped off Kris. Then he pulled the covers over them, and they cuddled up together.

“I really like, like you, Kris”, Adam said sleepily.

I really like, like you too, Adam”, Kris replied, snuggling close to Adam.

“Good night, baby.”

“Good night, Adam.”

Soon they were both asleep.


Date: 2010-12-31 03:49 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile]
aw i love the way the relationship is developing here

Date: 2011-01-01 04:30 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile]
Thank you, I do too.

Date: 2010-12-31 04:04 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile]
That was a hot chapter!

Date: 2011-01-01 04:31 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile]
Thank you. The next one's coming soon.
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Date: 2011-01-01 04:32 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile]
Thank you very much.

Date: 2011-01-01 06:22 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile]
I read the last 3 chapters,and I love this! This is a very sweet story.

Date: 2011-01-01 04:32 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile]
Thank you. Then next one will be up by tomorrow.

Date: 2011-01-01 07:02 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile]
Sigh.....I love this honey :)

Date: 2011-01-01 04:34 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile]
You're encouragement means everything to me. Thank you.

Date: 2011-01-01 03:13 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile]
This is really great. I like how Kris and Adam are really into each other. I always admire people that can write angst free since I can't haha. Really good writing, bb.

Date: 2011-01-01 04:36 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile]
Thank you. That means lot coming from you. I'm not sure I could write angst, and you're so good at it. Thanks, bb.

Date: 2011-01-03 02:24 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile]
EEEEEEEEEEHEHEHEHEHE I'm so giddy right now! I was wondering about this this week and I'm so glad I found it today! Yaaaay!
These two are a frickin' match made in heaven. I love this!!
Thank you!

Date: 2011-01-03 11:23 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile]
Awww, Thank you, honey.

Date: 2011-01-04 11:41 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile]
OMG ! that was great thanks !


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