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Brotherly Love - Chapter 85
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youkeyh for my wonderful banner!Title: Brotherly Love - Chapter 84 Part 4
Author:
mhobbs0430Pairing: Adam/Kris
BETA:
wizardesslyn Thank you for everything!!Word Count: 2406
Rating: NC-17/R for the whole story
Disclaimer:
This never happened, just in my imagination, based on real people, I don't own them. Amanda is mine, I love that woman. The Martins are mine, too.
Warnings: underage sex, m/m sex, mention of underage prostitution and child abuse/neglect, homophobia.
Summary:
Kris has been in the same foster family since he was three. He's a very happy, well adjusted child, but beginning to feel different. Adam is a troubled teen, in and out of group and foster homes and on the street, forced to do things, no child should ever have to go through.
This is the story of them. A Kradam Love Story.
A/N:
This is a lot different that anything else I've written, there will be some angst. It will break your heart at times, it did mine, but bear with me, it definitely get's better and happier and eventually sexier. I have no idea how long it will be, around 100 chapters. I'll try an update once or twice a week. I hope you enjoy it, please comment, it makes me happy.
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Brotherly Love - Chapter 85 Part 1
Over the next few weeks, Kris withdrew from everyone. On the outside he seemed to be alright, but he was much too quiet and didn’t want to go anywhere with anyone. Adam went back to school, reluctantly, but came home every weekend, and popped in on Kris whenever he could during the weekdays too.
Kris didn’t come to visit Adam, though. He really just wanted to be left alone. Even though there was no actual rape, he still felt violated; If Adam hadn’t found him in time... But he was also furious at him for not telling him. Yet he also understood why he didn’t want to.
Kris had forgiven Desmond in the hospital, but upon learning this new information, he was really pissed at him, too. How could a friend let someone do that to him? But he wasn’t a friend, was he? But then again, it wasn’t really his fault. Bryson would have found another way. It wasn’t Adam’s either. It was his. He felt so vulnerable. And embarrassed at Desmond and the police seeing him like that… But mostly, he was just confused at his own feelings. Pam finally convinced Kris to start seeing someone professionally.
And, he insisted on going to the hearing where Bryson Jackson pleaded guilty to the multiple charges against him to hopefully get himself a lesser sentence. Everyone was grateful, mainly because they didn’t want Kris dragged though a trial, which would be embarrassing and traumatic for him. Desmond was there to testify against Bryson. Kris didn’t want to talk to him.
Kris came home from court, exhausted. Adam tried to comfort him, but Kris didn’t want him to. He knew that he was taking this out on Adam, but he couldn’t help it. He wasn’t even mad at him anymore, he just felt so unclean, so vulnerable, that he didn’t want Adam to touch him.
So, Adam went back to school and didn’t know what to do to help him. He threw himself into his studies and tried not to think about Kris, which is all he could think about. He knew that Kris had to work this all out on his own, but he felt so helpless. He talked to Amanda who had dealt with young rape victims. She tried to make Adam understand what Kris was going through, but he felt so sorry for himself. “I’m losing him, Amanda.”
They found out a couple of weeks later that enough kids had come forward saying Bryson had either sold them or given them a variety of drugs. He would end up standing trial on those charges, but at least the Martin’s and especially Kris would be spared a lengthy court battle. They didn’t really think that Kris could handle that.
Adam’s birthday was the next week and no one felt like celebrating. He decided that it would be best if he didn’t come home, but Pam begged him to. “Adam, we need to start doing normal things again. Let us take you out to dinner at least, please?”
He drove home on his birthday after his early afternoon class was finished and was there before Kris got home from school. Pam was still at work, so he had some time alone. He walked into Kris’s room and sat down on his bed looking around, hoping that Kris would find himself again.
Kris came home and was startled to see him there. “What are you doing here?” He accused.
“I came home to see you, baby”, Adam answered sadly, trying to wrap his arms around him, but Kris pulled away.
“Oh.”
“Kris, I’m so sorry that I didn’t tell you right away. I wasn’t trying to hurt you. I wanted to protect you”, Adam replied sadly.
Kris looked down at his feet. “I know that, Adam. I’m not mad anymore.”
“You’re not?”
Kris just shook his head. “I don’t know how to deal with this”, he said as the tears were beginning to form.
“Oh baby”, Adam did hug him this time and didn’t let Kris pull away. “I love you so much, Kris. Please let me help you.”
He let Kris cry it out, and when Pam came home, she found them that way. “Is everything alright, boys?”
“Yeah, mom”, Adam replied, while Kris continued to cry. She hugged them both tight. “Honey, we’re here to help you.”
Kris nodded, accepting his mom’s hug as well. He knew they were right.
Ron came home from work and the four of them went out to dinner to celebrate Adam’s nineteenth birthday. After dinner they came home for cake and ice cream. Adam had to be back at school in the morning, but he asked his mom if he could stay the night. “Of course you can, Adam. You don’t ever need to ask if you can stay here.”
“I know that, mom. I think that Kris needs me right now.”
She understood. He didn’t want to leave Kris after that minor breakthrough this afternoon.
They went upstairs and got ready for bed. Adam followed Kris into his room. “I’m staying with you tonight.”
“With me?” Kris tensed slightly.
“Yeah, baby. Just to sleep. I want to hold you. Is that alright?”
Kris nodded and let Adam hug him. “I’m sorry for the way I’ve been acting.”
“Kris, I’m sorry. For all of this. But, you have nothing to apologize for. We’re all here to help you get through this.”
“I know. I love you.”
“I love you too, baby.” Adam kissed him on the forehead and then led him into the bathroom to get ready for bed. He even propped Kris up on the counter and kissed him like they used to. It made Kris laugh, which was really nice to hear.
They cleaned up and then got into sleep pants. Adam let Kris get in first, and then he lay down next to him, pulling the covers over, tucking Kris in.
Adam pulled him close to him and they kissed good night. “I missed this.”
“Me too.”
Adam wondered how much worse it would have been if Kris had actually been raped. He shuddered at the thought.
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They woke up the next morning, and Kris was feeling a little better. He had an appointment later today, and he was looking forward to it and finally willing to accept the help that he needed.
Adam left for school, with a promise to come home on the weekend. However, when his last class ended, Kris was waiting for him in their dorm room. “I missed you”, he said, smiling.
“Baby, I missed you too.”
Kris wasn’t quite ready for anything much yet, but they did make out for an hour on the bed before Kris had to leave for dinner.
As the days and weeks went by, Kris was getting better and better. He was coming over to Adam’s school again and little by little, they were rediscovering each other. It was really helpful that Kris didn’t remember anything of that night, so at least he wasn’t visualizing it when he and Adam were together.
A few days before Valentines Day, Adam and Kris made plans for a real date. They still hadn’t made love since the incident, but Kris was feeling ready and wanted it to be special.
Adam made a reservation at a nice restaurant in Conway called Mike’s Place and Brad let them have his apartment for the night. They had nice memories there, and Adam thought it would be better for Kris than his dorm room and small bed.
Adam picked up Kris at home. He briefly saw his mom and they talked about school while Kris was getting ready. He was upstairs freaking out. He didn’t even know why. He’d been with Adam so many times before, but this was like the first time. He kept reminding himself that nothing had happened. Bryson didn’t rape him. But since he couldn’t remember anything, in his mind, he just wasn’t sure. His therapist told him that this was normal and he just needed to take time and get through it. But he was tired of it all and just wanted to get better now and move on.
He checked himself in the mirror for the hundredth time. Finally satisfied, he came down the stairs and walked into the kitchen. “Hi”, he announced himself.
“Baby”, Adam stood up and looked Kris over. “You look amazing, Kris.”
“Thanks. You look pretty good yourself”, he chuckled. Music to both Pam and Adam’s ears.
“Well, we better get going. Thanks, mom.”
Pam had given the ok for them to stay out tonight as long as Adam promised to get Kris to school on time the next morning.
“You’re welcome. Have fun, boys. I love you both.”
Adam walked Kris outside to his car and opened the door for him. He was going to treat Kris special tonight. “Adam, I can open my own door”, Kris giggled.
“Not tonight, baby. You’re my date.”
Adam turned on the radio to a rock station and Adam sang to Kris as they drove to the restaurant.
Adam parked the car and quickly ran around to Kris’s side to open his door and then gave him a kiss as he took his hand. Kris giggled every time Adam did something for him. Adam enjoyed Kris laughing so much that it prompted him to do more things for him, like opening the door to the restaurant and holding his chair while he sat down. But, Kris balked when Adam tried to put his napkin in his lap. “Really, Adam?”
“Sorry, baby. I just want you to know how much I love you.”
“You can show me later”, he smirked, gaining a little confidence in himself.
Adam just smiled at him. It was good to have Kris back.
Their meal was delicious, starting with the ‘Shrimp Brantly’ and Crab Stuffed Mushrooms. Kris ordered the Commodore’s Platter which had a Maine Lobster Tail, Dungeness Crab Legs, Grouper fillet, and Golden-fried Gulf Shrimp. Kris did love his seafood. Adam chose the smaller cut of Prime Rib and added on a Maine Lobster tail as well.
It seemed so long ago that they’d been in California, eating at great restaurants like this every night. Adam brought it up and they enjoyed reminiscing about their trip last summer. It was a needed distraction for them both.
After dinner, they walked back to the car, and Kris willingly let Adam be the gentleman again. It seemed to mean a lot to him.
Kris didn’t know where they were going; he assumed it was back to Adam’s dorm. Adam just smiled and kept driving towards Brad’s apartment. When Kris realized where they were he grinned, “Adam?”
“Yeah baby?”
“Brad’s not home, right?”
“No, just you and me, is that ok?”
“Yes”, he blushed. “Yeah, it really is.”
They opened the door and it looked like it always did. They stepped inside and Brad had set out a bottle of wine and two glasses with a note. “Have fun, boys”.
Adam poured them each a glass and Kris took it, a little frightened. “What’s the matter, baby?” Adam asked concerned.
“Nothing. I just thought of Desmond, bringing me a drink and… I’m alright, really.”
“We can just talk and sleep, Kris. If that’s what you want, baby.”
“No Adam. I want this. I just sometimes remember things.”
“Do you want to talk about it?”
“No, not tonight. But soon?”
“Anytime you’re ready.” Adam kissed him on the cheek and put his arm around him.
They eventually moved from the living room into the bedroom. The bed was turned down, exposing black satin sheets with rose petals along the edge again with another note from Brad. Kris picked it up this time and read it. “If anyone deserves the royal treatment, it’s you guys.” Kris giggled, “He’s such a romantic, isn’t he?”
“He must be in love”, Adam replied, taking the note from Kris and leading him over to the bed. “Kris?”
“Huh?” Kris was still gazing at the bed.
“I’m going to bottom for you tonight, baby.”
“Are you sure?”
Adam nodded. “I’m yours tonight, Kris.”
“Thank you”, Kris whispered, slightly relieved, but delaying the inevitable.
There was soft music playing in the background, and Adam lit the candles that Brad had left for them. The ambiance was perfect and Adam walked over to Kris and kissed him deeply. Then he slowly backed off and let Kris take control.
They undressed each other and then fell naked onto the bed, Kris pushing Adam down and laying on top of him, their hard-on’s pressed together while they made out, rutting against each other. Kris sat up and scooted down so he could take Adam into his mouth. He licked and sucked and then took him whole. He hummed around Adam’s cock, while the larger man moaned beneath him. “Oh Kris.”
Kris reached for the lube and began to open and stretch Adam for him. Using one lubed finger, he probed inside of Adam looking for that spot and when he hit it, Adam squealed in pleasure. He added two and then three fingers stretching Adam open, until the bigger man was begging for Kris to fuck him. It was easier for Kris if Adam was on his stomach, so he rolled him over and Adam got on his knees for Kris, while he slowly edged his way in. “Adam… feels so good”, he said as he slid in further and further until he stopped, his balls touching Adam’s ass.
“Move, baby, please…”
It felt amazing, Kris was on air. He’d made it and he wasn’t freaking out. He thrust in and out of Adam until he was begging to come. Kris reached for his cock and jerked him to the same rhythm. They came a the exact same time, calling each others name in pleasure, ribbons of cum covering Kris’s hand as he released inside of Adam. When they were finished, Adam rolled over and pulled Kris to him, covering him with kisses. “Baby, you were amazing. I’m so proud of you.” Kris smiled, proud of himself, too.
They lay together for a few minutes, basking in the glow and then, “Adam?”
“Yeah, baby.”
“I’m ready.”
Adam looked over at his baby. “Are you sure?” He’d never rush Kris into anything.
“I am. I want you to make love to me. It’s time.”
TBC
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The last part was touching, sweet and hot all at the same time! I hope Kris is really ready for the next part! I think he probably is ;)
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Huggles
Deb <333
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Love you too, bb!!!