I'll Always Know What I Want (Part 2)

[mhobbs0430]

Title: I'll Always Know What I Want (Part 2)
Author: mhobbs0430
Pairing: Adam/Kris
BETA:  wizardesslyn
Word Count: 2569
Rating: NC-17 at least
Disclaimer:  This never happened, just in my imagination.
Warnings:  m/m sex, bj, yeah, that's all, I think.
Summary:  A/U where Adam is a singer in a club and meets Kris, who's questioning his sexuality.  Smex happens. 

A/N: This is the Second part of 'I'll Always Know What I Want'.  There will be one more part after this one.  Kris wants to learn some things in this chapter.  Here are the links to the previous chapters.

I Know What I Want

I Still Know What I Want

I'll Always Know What I Want (Part 1)

Kris woke up early the next morning with Adam still wrapped around him. He gentled wiggled away from him to not wake him up, and laid out next to him with his head propped up on his hand, gazing at Adam. He reached out with his other hand to brush Adam’s hair from his face. Adam stirred and rolled over onto his back, with the covers pulled down to expose his semi-hard cock. Then Kris slowly moved his gaze and his hands down to Adam’s chest and finally stopped short of his….

“Hey babe”, Adam said sleepily. “See something you want?” He leaned over and kissed Kris on the lips.

“Umm, well, I want to do something”, Kris said looking away from Adam.

“What is it baby?” Adam asked curiously.

“Well, you know I don’t have any experience other that what we’ve done already, and I want to try….” He said as his eyes moved back down to Adams hardening cock as he licked his lips.

“You want to suck me, Kris? Is that what you want?”

“It’s just that I’ve never done that, and I want to learn to please you. You make me feel so good. Teach me how to give you a blowjob?” he said nervously.

“You don’t have to ask me twice, baby. It’s not hard. Haha, well, it’s hard now… Just do to me what you like.”

He kissed Kris again, and then leaned back, laying flat.

Kris kissed him all the way from his neck, moving slowly down to his chest, his hands rubbing his stomach, and then moving down to his thighs.

“That’s it baby, feels good, Kris”.

“Mmm.” Then Kris rubbed his thumb across the slit of Adam’s cock, and spread the pre-cum around to lubricate him. He spit in his hand and then began massaging Adam’s balls as he put his dick into his mouth. Using his tongue, he licked around the sensitive area just under the head. Then he stopped and looked up at Adam, who had his head thrown back in pleasure.

He looked down at Kris. “Why’d you stop, baby that was amazing. Keep going.”

Kris smiled and got back to work licking and sucking, and then took Adam’s whole length in his mouth and twisted as he sucked. Adam started writhing, as Kris was licking his entire length, then sucking him down. He kept his hands on his balls, pulling and massaging them.

“God, oh that’s so good.”

Kris continued fucking him with his mouth, and just a few moments later, “Kris, I’m gonna cum.”

Adam was giving Kris warning so he could pop off if he wanted to.

“Kris…”

Kris kept sucking as Adam tensed up and came down Kris’ throat. Kris took it all and swallowed without choking. He was a little proud of himself.

“Amazing Kris, really,” Adam groaned.

Kris beamed as he popped off of Adam and then moved up to lie on top of him. “Really, Adam?” He smiled as he said that. He knew he’d done well.

“World class, baby “, Adam said as he kissed him hard on the mouth, forcing Kris’s mouth open with his tongue.

“Shit, Adam, we have to get ready for work.” Kris jumped up and went towards the bathroom. “Shower together?”

“Definitely”, Adam said as he got out of bed and walked right behind Kris. He turned on the shower, and waited for the water to get warm. He noticed Kris’s very hard cock. “Baby, let me take care of you in the shower.”

“Huh?” Kris asked as he got into the shower.

Adam got in behind him and started soaping Kris up, starting with his back. Then he reached around and grabbed Kris’ very hard and leaking cock.

“Oh yeah…”

~~~~

After work that day, they remembered that Kris’ car was still at his house, so Adam needed to drive Kris home. “Just to get some clothes, Adam.”

They arrived at Kris’s so he could change, and he packed up a small suitcase. “Ummm, Adam?”

“Yeah, Kris?” Adam called from the other room. He was eying Kris’s guitar in the corner.

“There’s something else I’d like to try.” Kris said hesitantly.

“What’s that, baby?” Adam started walking towards Kris’s bedroom, still unsuspecting of what Kris was trying to say.

Kris was rubbing the back of his neck. Adam had caught on the other night, that Kris did that when he was nervous about something.

“What’s the matter, baby? You don’t have to be nervous. What do you want to try?”

Kris was now looking down at the floor. “Well, it’s just that… I was wondering if we could, I could, you know….”

Adam walked up to Kris and wrapped his in his arms. He picked up Kris’ chin and looked him in the eyes. “Kris.”

“Adam?”

“Do you want to fuck me?”

Kris blushed. He looked down and put his head into Adams chest and nodded. “Yes… It’s just that I’m not sure if you do that, and I don’t want you to be mad.”

Adam started to laugh. “Kris, you’re right, I don’t bottom very often. But if there is one person I would do that for, it’s you. You don’t ever have to be afraid to ask me anything, ok?”

Kris smiled and relaxed a little. “Ok.”

Adam pulled Kris in closer and kissed him deeply. “Tonight, Kris, my ass is yours.”

Kris snickered into Adam’s chest.

“Hey, Kris, I noticed your guitar in the living room. You promised to play for me. Would you do it now?”

“Sure”, Kris said as he walked over and picked up his guitar. He walked over to the couch, sat down and patted the seat next to him for Adam to sit down next to him.

He began strumming his guitar and singing a little song that Adam hadn’t heard before…

“You’re really good, Kris. Really good.

They got Kris’s things and left his apartment and got into Adam’s car. Then, they drove over to Adam’s so he could change his clothes, too.

Adam had to sing at the club later that night, so they stopped on the way to get something to eat, and then headed over to the club.

They walked in arms around each other and saw Tommy at the bar. He eyed them walking in and had the biggest grin on his face. “I knew it!”

“You knew what, Tommy?”

“You two. I just knew it”, he said as he they walked up to the bar.

Kris sat down and Adam stood just behind him, putting his hands on Kris’ shoulders. “Tommy, this is my boy, now. Take care of him tonight, ok?”

“You got it, Adam.” Tommy gave him a fake salute, as he poured Kris a beer and put it in front of him

Adam leaned over and Kissed Kris on the cheek. I’ve gotta get ready, baby. I’ll see you later, ok?”

“Ok, Adam.   I’ll be fine.

Adam walked away with Kris watching him. Tommy watched Kris watching Adam and chuckled.

“What’s so funny, Tommy?”

“Oh, man, nothing. I’m not laughing at you, I swear. It’s just that I haven’t seen Adam this happy in such a long time.” Then, he got quiet, “I hope you plan on sticking around, Kris.”

“Tommy, I have it so bad for that man. I think I may love him, already.”

“Oh my God, really? Oh, wow, Kris, that’s so great. Does Adam know?”

Kris practically spit out his beer.

“I take that as a no.”

“I’m not ready to say that yet. What if he doesn’t feel the same way? The other night, he said to me, ‘I really like, like you.’ I don’t want to scare him off by using that other L word, you know?”

“Don’t worry, man, I won’t rat you out. “

“Thanks.”

Tommy brought Kris another beer, and Kris got up and walked over to his table just before Adam’s set.

Adam kicked it on stage. He looked really happy and sang his heart out. He also looked really hot, and kept glancing over at Kris, palming himself and winking at him.

Towards the end of his set, Adam sat on his stool and the lights dimmed a little, except for the spotlight over Adam. “Ladies and Gentleman, I’d like to dedicate this next song to Kris, my new boyfriend, if he’ll have me.”

Kris looked up at Adam and beamed and nodded.

“This one’s for you, Kris.”

Adam began to belt out his own song, ‘Can’t Let You Go’.

At the end of the song, Adam jumped off the stage and went right over to Kris, who had tears in his eyes.

“That was beautiful, Adam.”

~~~~

At the end of the night, Adam and Kris walked back over to the bar. Tommy brought them each a drink. “Nice job, Adam, as always.”

“Thanks Tommy”, Adam said, his arms around Kris, kissing his cheek, and nuzzling his ear.

“It’s really nice to see you so happy.”

“Mmm I am, Tommy”, he said, kissing Kris’s ear. “I am.”

Tommy looked at Kris, and gave him an encouraging look.

“See ya later, Tommy. I have a date with my boy.” And he winked at Kris, who just blushed.

They drove back to Adam’s place. Kris sat in anticipation. Adam turned to look at him and smirked. “You ready for this, baby?”

“Just a little nervous, I don’t want to hurt you.”

“I won’t let you hurt me, baby. If you do half as good as you were this morning, it’ll be fantastic, Kris.

They got back to Adams. “Sit on the couch. I’m going to get us some wine. You need to relax a little, baby. “

Adam went to the kitchen and pulled out a bottle of wine from the refrigerator, got out two glasses and brought them back out to the living room.

Kris was leaning against the end of the couch, watching Adam.

“Here”, Adam said handing Kris a glass. Taking his own, Adam poured wine into both glasses, put the bottle down on the coffee table, and then sat down next to Kris. He put his arms around him, and took a sip. He put his glass down, and leaned over to kiss Kris. They made out for several minutes on the couch, sipping their wine in between.

“Let’s go upstairs”, Adam breathed into Kris’s mouth.

This time, they went slowly, holding each other along the way. They got into the bedroom, and stood at the edge of the bed, kissing. “Undress me, Kris,” Adam whispered. He wanted Kris to be in control tonight.

Kris caressed Adam’s body, as he slowly undressed him. Starting with his shirt, he pulled it over his head. Then he walked Adam over to the bed and sat him down. Then he made him lay back. First, he took off his socks and shoes. Then, he slowly unzipped his pants. Adam lifted his butt, so Kris could pull his pants down, and then his underwear. Once he was totally naked, Kris moved up to lie on top of him, and kissed him on the mouth. “Kris.”

“Yes.”

“Aren’t you a little over dressed for this party?”

“I want you to watch me undress.”

“Oh yeah? Well, what are you waiting for, gorgeous?”

Kris rolled off of Adam and stood up from the bed. Adam scooted up and propped his head on the pillows, so he’d have a good view. Then, he reached over to his radio and turned it on.

“Put on a show for me, Kris.”

Kris danced around to the music, slowing taking off each piece of clothing, swirling them around before tossing them. Adam was hooting, and whistling at Kris. “Take it off, baby. You are so sexy. I can’t believe that you don’t know how hot you are.”

Then finally, he was standing there naked, petting his cock and moving his body to the beat. “You better stop, honey, or I might not wait for you to take me.” Adam was really hard at this point, his cock leaking.

Kris then got back into the bed, and sat in between Adam’s legs and put his hand on Adam’s chest. “Tell me what do, Adam.”

“Get the lube and condoms from the drawer”, Adam pointed to the dresser next to his bed. Kris reached over and grabbed the lube and one condom. Adam lifted his knees and spread his legs, so Kris could have better access.

“Use the lube, baby. You have to get me really wet and stretched. “

Kris opened up the packet of lube and put some on his finger while Adam arranged himself back on the bed, and lifted his knees for better access.

“Now press one finger into me. That’s it baby, feels good, Kris”, he said as Kris put one lubed finger inside Adam’s hole. He moved it slowly, in and out, then crooked it just right, and hit that special spot inside of Adam.

Adam jerked at the feeling, “Fuck, Kris, just like that.”

“Add another finger, Kris.”

Kris put more lube on his fingers and pressed two now into Adam’s hole. Soon, Kris added a third finger. Then he started stretching him.

“So good, baby,” Adam moaned.

Kris was hitting his spot every time now, and Adam was fucking himself on Kris’s fingers.

“Kris, I’m so ready for you,” Adam looked into Kris’s eyes and gave him a look that said, ‘I trust you’.

Kris pulled his fingers out, and Adam groaned at the loss. He reached for the condom and quickly put it on and sat back.

“It’s ok baby, just go slowly at first.” Adam said, breathing heavy now.

Adam placed his legs on Kris’s shoulders to give him better access. Kris slowly pressed his cock against Adam’s opening, going so slow at first. Adam began pushing too, helping Kris along. Finally, Kris was all the way inside Adam.

“Let me adjust for a moment, Kris.” Adam closed his eyes.

“Are you alright, Adam?” Kris asked, really concerned. “I’m not hurting you, am I?”

“I’m good. It’s just that… You really mean a lot to me, Kris. I hope you know that…

They just stared at each other for a moment, taking it all in.

“Wow, Adam this feels so….”

“I know Kris, I know… Can you move now?”

Kris began moving slowly, then increasing, until he was thrusting inside of Adam.

“Grab my cock, baby, I’m so close.” Adam was writhing now.

They were now in a really good rhythm, fucking each other, with only grunts and unfs coming out of each other’s mouths.

“Shit, fuck, yeah…”

“Kris, ahhhhh.” Adam tensed and shot hot white spurts onto Kris’s stomach. At the same time, Kris was coming inside of Adam.

“God, Kris, that was beautiful. You are beautiful, baby.

Kris’s pulled out of Adam collapsed onto his body. Then Kris finally got up to throw away the condom.

“Let’s get cleaned up”, Adam said as he also got up and walked toward the bathroom to turn on the shower.

“Come here, baby. That was amazing, Kris.”

“Thank you, Adam”.

“You know, you say that a lot to me. Thank you, baby. You’ve come to mean so much to me, Kris.”

They got into the shower, and cleaned each other up, kissing and letting the warm water rinse them off as they stood together, holding each other.

TBC

Comments

[pinkeurogirl.livejournal.com]

aw they really have it bad for each other. and the trust is great too

[mhobbs0430.livejournal.com]

They do. Thanks for reading.

[liveindesire.livejournal.com]

I was so happy to see two new parts! This is really good, baby!!! HOT! Can't wait for more! *hugs*

[mhobbs0430.livejournal.com]

Thank you! Next part coming soon.

[dmc1231.livejournal.com]

Molly....so good. I want Kris to tell Adam he loves him!!!!!

[mhobbs0430.livejournal.com]

I know, me too. lol

[fara1903.livejournal.com]

They got it bad for each other. Hope they tell each other how they feel!

[mhobbs0430.livejournal.com]

They do and they will.

[fictionfreak15.livejournal.com]

You are just giving me all of my favorite Kradam fantasies, hon! 2 in this part alone! *flails* I'm so happy right now:D
Thank you for this!

[mhobbs0430.livejournal.com]

IKR? and Thank you for reading.

[astiga0802.livejournal.com]

Can't wait for the next part, this story is sooo sexy and romantic at the same time :)

[mhobbs0430.livejournal.com]

Thank you. It will be up in the next few days. Have something else coming first.

[saar-fantasy.livejournal.com]

aaah, the L word will fall in the third part... Won't it?

Can't wait for it! And for the other thing(s) you have in store for us.

on a side note, chapter 8 of TDSOTM is almost finished, so expect it in your mailbox soon :)

[mhobbs0430.livejournal.com]

of course. Thanks.

[mhobbs0430.livejournal.com]

Thank you. The last part is coming, but I have something else to get out first.

[wizardesslyn.livejournal.com]

These two are something! ;)

[mhobbs0430.livejournal.com]

Aww, aren't they?

[ceci-09.livejournal.com]

I loved this! great chapter!