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Title: I'll Always Know What I Want (Part 2)
Author: [ profile] mhobbs0430
Pairing: Adam/Kris
BETA[ profile] wizardesslyn
Word Count: 2214
Rating: NC-17 at least
Disclaimer:  This never happened, just in my imagination.
Warnings:  m/m sex, confessions of love (Is that a warning?)
Summary:  A/U where Adam is a singer in a club and meets Kris, who's questioning his sexuality.  Smex happens. 

A/N: This is the Third and final part of 'I'll Always Know What I Want'.  Thank you so much for reading this story.  It was my first fic.  A huge thank you to [ profile] wizardesslyn.

Here are the links to the previous chapters.

I Know What I Want
I Still Know What I Want
I'll Always Know What I Want (Part 1)
I'll Always Know What I Want (Part 2)

The next week flew by and Adam and Kris were inseparable. They worked together most days and had Wednesday off together. Sometimes they went out in the evening, after stopping off at Kris’s so he could change. Other times they would just order Chinese or cook and hang out at Adam’s apartment.

The one night they didn’t spend together, they each slept restlessly, missing each other, not knowing that the other one was feeling the same way.

On the nights that Adam had to work at the club, Kris would also go to hear Adam sing. He got to be really good friends with Tommy, too. When Adam’s set started, Kris moved over to the ‘Boyfriends table’ as he now called it.

A couple of times, Adam’s other friends came to hear Adam sing, too and joined Kris at ‘his’ table. Kris liked Dani and Brad. Kris even got to meet Adam’s mom, Leila. They all really liked Kris, too.

Adam loved seeing Kris in the audience. He would look Kris in the eyes and sing to him, slinking around the stage, so sexy. Sometimes he’d point at him and lick his lips, then move his hips suggestively, causing Kris to blush and have to rub himself underneath the table.

Adam was the most beautiful man Kris had ever known. He could watch him forever. Kris sipped on his drink with dreamy eyes, and imagined Adam on top of him, moving like that, and let out a small moan.

After Adam finished for the night, they sat with Tommy at the bar for a while, talking and laughing together.

“Let’s get going, baby”, Adam breathed as he stoked Kris’s hair and kissed the back of his neck.

“I thought you’d never ask.” Kris reached up to nuzzle into his kisses.

“Good night you two”, Tommy said with a smirk.

“Night, Tommy”, Adam and Kris chimed together as they waved to their friend.

Kris held on to Adam as they walked out of the club and down the street to Adam’s car.


The following night, Kris was not able to go to the club with Adam. He had to close the store and would meet him there later. Adam had had the day off, so he hadn’t seen Kris since the morning.

Adam walked in the club and said hello to Tommy, like always. “Hey Tommy”, he said quietly.

“What’s the matter with you, buddy, lose your best friend or something?”

“Does it show that much, TJ?” Adam sighed.

Chuckling, Tommy answered, “Yeah, actually it does, man. “

“Can I ask you something, Tommy?”

“Sure man, anything.”

“Well, you remember how I used to hook up sometimes?”

“Sometimes?” Tommy smirked.

“Yeah, yeah, I know. I was quite the slut, right?”

“No, of course not, Adam…. Well….” Tommy scrunched up his nose, trying to keep a straight face.

“I don’t ever want to do that again”, Adam was looking down at his drink, rubbing the glass with his finger, nervously.

“I mean, I have absolutely no interest in doing that anymore”, he said with a far away look.

“You’re in love, man.” Tommy said confidently.

Adam jerked his head up and looked at his friend.

“Love, that’s impossib…” Adam thought about that for a moment and then cocked his head. “Love, huh?”

Tommy was laughing, now.

“What’s so funny?” Adam looked offended, but then smiled.

“Adam, I’ve never seen you look as happy as you have this past week. But tonight, you came in moping, like you just lost your puppy.”

“I never want to be away from him, you know?”

“I know.”

“Don’t you think it’s too soon for that?”

“Adam, you should tell Kris how you feel”, Tommy said.

“No, no way, TJ.” Adam was shaking his head.

“Why not?”

“It is way too soon. What if I tell Kris and he doesn’t feel the same way, and I scare him off or something?”

“You won’t scare him off.”

“How can you be so sure?”

“Adam, tell Kris how you feel. It’s not too soon, and I think you’ll feel much better. So will he, ok?” Tommy said reassuringly.

“Ok, Tommy….”

“Ok, then.”

“Thanks for the talk, man. Have to get ready for my set.”

“Break a leg, man.” Tommy said, walking away to the other end of the bar to help customers.

Adam went back stage to change for his set. He thought about what Tommy had said, and put on extra glitter around his eyes. He looked in the mirror and smiled, liking what he saw.


Kris finally walked in right at the end of Adam’s first set. He walked over to Tommy, hurriedly.

“Hey, Tommy”, Kris yelled over the noise from the bar.

“Kris, glad you made it.   Adam’s first set is almost over.” Tommy handed Kris a beer.

“Damn, I missed it.” He thanked Tommy and took the bottle walking quickly over to his table and sat down. Adam spotted him right away, and smiled.

After Adam finished the song, he spoke to the audience. “Ladies and gentleman, this last song is dedicated to my boyfriend, Kris. Kris, this song is for you. I love you, baby.

Kris looked up in shock at first, and then he grinned the biggest grin anyone’s ever seen.

Adam went into his version of ‘If I Can’t Have You’. It was absolutely beautiful. Kris had tears in his eyes.

Tommy smiled from the bar. “About time…”

Adam came off the stage and Kris ran up to him. “Hey, baby. I hope that was ok, I mean we’ve never said….”

Kris just pressed himself into Adam’s arms and looked up into his eyes.


“Yeah, baby?”

“I love you, too.”

“You do?” Adam looked back into Kris’s eyes and searched them.

“I think I’ve loved you since that first night we spent together. I even told Tommy.”

“Oh, that’s why.” Adam said, shaking his head.

“That’s why what?” Kris looked up at Adam with a question in his eye.

“Tommy told me to tell you how I feel about you, but I was sort of afraid to. He said I, we’d both feel better.”

“Tommy’s a smart man.”

“Mmm, that he is, baby”, Adam bent his head down to kiss Kris full on the lips.

They walked over to the bar and met a snickering Tommy.

“What are you laughing at now, huh man?” Adam glared at him.

Tommy handed them each a drink and just walked away giggling.

“He sucks.”

Kris laughed at that one.


“So glad to finally get you home baby.” Adam took Kris by the hand and led him upstairs to Adam’s bedroom.

“Kris, I want to make love to you.” Adam said as he pressed himself against Kris, kissing him.

Kris just nodded and started unbuttoning Adam’s shirt. Adam let him, and then began licking his way into Kris’ mouth, his tongue demanding entrance, gliding over Kris’s teeth while he pulled Kris’ shirt off.

Kris finally broke the kiss, and kneeled down to undo Adam’s very tight pants. He slowly pulled them down and palmed Adam’s dick through the cloth of his underwear. Adam threw his head back, “That’s it, baby, feels so good.”

He pulled down Adam’s underwear and let him step out of them. He looked up at a very naked Adam, while rubbing on his thighs.

“Kris…” Adam moaned. “Suck me baby.”

Kris licked Adam’s slit that was already hard and leaking.

“Mmm, you taste so good, Adam.”

Then Kris licked around the sensitive head and put Adam completely in his mouth till he hit the back of his throat and started thrusting around Adam’s shaft and caressing his balls with his one hand rubbing his ass with the other.

“God, Kris. You’re killing me.”

Adam suddenly pulled back, stood Kris up, and practically threw him on the bed. “Baby, I want to make love to you, slowly.” He said, while pulling off the rest of Kris’ clothing.

Adam lay on top of Kris, peppering him with kisses.

“Hey there, beautiful, mmmm, I could do this forever, Kris.” He was pressing their erections together, getting them both very hot, their eyes lust blown.

“Me too, Adam, I love when you are top of me. I picture this when you are singing to me.”

“Really?” Adam gave Kris a smirk and pressed harder, thrusting his hips into Kris’. “Like this?”

“Uh huh…”

Adam moved his lips from Kris’s mouth, kissing him everywhere, slowly, beginning at his neck, licking, kissing and biting his way all the way down Kris’s body. He sucked on each of his nipples, until they were pink and hard. Then he moved down to Kris’s stomach, kissing every inch of him. Continuing down, Adam spread Kris’ legs open, ignoring what Kris really wanted and began licking his thighs as he caressed them.

“Adam, what are you doing?”

“Loving you baby, something wrong?” Adam held back a chuckle.

“Please, touch me.”

“I am touching you baby. I want to take my time with you, ok?” He looked up at Kris, lovingly.

Kris leaned his head back and just groaned.

Adam continued working his thighs, kissing and licking, and then his tongue found the sensitive spot just inside his thighs right up at his crotch.

Kris started pushing his hips towards Adam, willing him to touch his cock.

“I’m getting there, baby. Be patient.”

Adam grabbed the lube and gently began working Kris’s ass with his finger. First, just one, crooking it just so and hitting that spot.


“Good, baby?”

“Adam, please.” Kris was begging him.

“Please what, baby?” Adam teased.

Adam added a second finger, and then finally took pity on poor Kris and began sucking him, starting at the tip, and then swallowing him down.

“Oh thank fuck…” Kris was bucking into Adam’s mouth.

“Better?” Adam giggled.

Kris just groaned.

Adam now had three fingers inside Kris, stretching him. Kris was in heaven.


Adam popped off of Kris, but continued probing Kris with his fingers.

Kris was moaning now.

“You are so beautiful like this, Kris. Under me, begging, so pretty…”

Kris was fucking back on Adam’s fingers.

“Kris, can I ask you something?” He pulled his fingers out and Kris groaned at the loss.

“Really, now Adam?”

“I don’t want to use a condom. I was wondering if we could...”


“I want to feel you Kris, really feel you. I promise, I’m clean, and I know you are…”

“I trust you, Adam. I want that too.” Kris moved his ass closer to Adam, hoping he’d get the point.

“I meant what I said, Kris. I love you.”

“I love you too Adam, but would you please hurry up and get inside me?”

“K, baby”, Adam said as he kissed the tip of Kris’s cock, then licking the tip.

Adam rolled Kris onto his stomach, and arranged Kris on his knees. Then he put a very liberal amount of lube onto his cock, and slowly pushed inside of Kris. “Oh God, baby. That feels soooo good.”

Adam stayed like that until Kris reached around to Adam’s ass and pushed him in further.

“You feel so good inside me, Adam. No more condoms, ok?”

“Hmmm.” Adam began moving slowly in and out of Kris’ ass, kissing him on his back and pushing in further. Then he picked up the pace and was finally thrusting into Kris.

They now had a rhythm going, and both were getting very close.

“Adam, would you please…”

Knowing what Kris needed, Adam pulled out and quickly rolled Kris over, so he could touch his cock. With one movement, he impaled Kris’s ass again, groaning loudly. Then he quickly put some lube on his hand and began pumping Kris’ cock, while thrusting into him.

Kris was fucking back, making sex noises, and the expression on his face was pure ecstasy.

“Fuck, Adam…” Kris was coming hard into Adam’s hand.

Then Adam put all of his attention on fucking Kris, thrusting in and out, deeper and deeper, until he was coming inside of him, screaming Kris’s name.

“God, that was incredible”, Adam was breathing heavy into Kris, planting kisses his face.

Kris lay under him, panting as well, gazing up at the gorgeous man on top of him.

Adam finally pulled out of Kris. He looked into Kris’s eyes and saw only love there. He kissed Kris gently on the lips and then Kris was kissing back as they came down from their orgasmic high. They started laughing.

Adam rolled over so they were both lying on their backs.

“Kris, do you remember our first time together?”

Kris giggled, “Of course Adam, it was just a little over a week ago.”

“Do you remember what I said to you when we left the bar?”

“You may never let me go?” Kris turned his head to look into Adam’s eyes.

Adam rolled onto his side to look at Kris, his head propped on his hand.

“I will never let you go, baby. I am totally in love with you, Kris.”

Kris just beamed. “I love you too, Adam. I’ll always know what I want.”

Adam smiled, and looked at the man he wanted to be with forever and rolled back over to take him again…   

The End

Date: 2011-01-10 01:55 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile]
Yeah!!!! So awesome Molly! Is this the end of the story? I hope not but I understand if it is but please write another one....OKAY?

Date: 2011-01-10 02:16 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile]
For this one, yes, although I may revisit it someday. I have a few other things in mind, one I've already started on. Thanks, Donna.

Date: 2011-01-10 01:58 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile]
Aw, yay! Happy ending!!! :)

Date: 2011-01-10 02:17 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile]
Of course. Thank you for reading.

Date: 2011-01-10 02:10 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile]
Sweetie, you literally made me squeel! What a sweet happy ending!!!!

I loved this. Kris totally changed since the beginning and is so happy with Adam. Who could blame him tho, right? Porn was HOT too ;)

Please tell me you'll do something else very very soon! Please please please! This fic made me a girly-goo LOL <333

Date: 2011-01-10 02:18 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile]
Thank you and Thank you.

Yes, I'm doing something for Harlequin Kradam, and I still have this idea that you actually gave me. I'll keep it to myself for now, though, hehe...

Date: 2011-01-10 02:45 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile]
Ohhh EVIL!!! Holy Crap! I can't wait!

You inspired me too, Molly, as you know;) Muah!!!!!

Date: 2011-01-10 02:10 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile]
Yay! They told each other how they feel. Excellent ending!

Date: 2011-01-10 02:17 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile]
Thank you. Yeah, I'm glad they did, too.

Date: 2011-01-10 02:53 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile]
This: 'and rolled back over to take him again…'
was the best damn ending EVER!

And your so very welcome Molly,
I think I had as much fun Betaing this as you did writing it.

Can't wait to see what you write next!!

Date: 2011-01-10 10:24 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile]
Awww, thanks Jenn.

Me either.

Date: 2011-01-10 06:21 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile]
aw amazing ending. loved it!

Date: 2011-01-11 09:08 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile]
Thank you so much!

Date: 2011-01-10 08:30 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile]
oh god, no.
this can't be the end! you have to write more for me! please! it's like fucking heroin to me now, you're gonna send me into withdrawals!! MORE MORE MOAR!!!

ps luvd tommys lil guru spin behind the bar. superior!

Date: 2011-01-11 09:08 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile]
I will probrably revisit this, but I have another idea I can't wait to get out. Will be very smexy.

Date: 2011-01-10 09:37 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile]
I loved this story. This was a great ending to a great story

Date: 2011-01-11 09:10 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile]
Thank you so much.

Date: 2011-01-10 11:39 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile]
Congratulations! :) CC

Date: 2011-01-11 09:09 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile]
Thank you very much. It was a lot of fun to write.

Date: 2011-01-10 02:51 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile]
Yay! These boys are so sweet.

...and sexy, "...“You are so beautiful like this, Kris. Under me, begging, so pretty…” Great line.

Date: 2011-01-11 09:09 pm (UTC)
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Date: 2011-01-11 09:07 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile]
Thank you for reading.

Date: 2011-01-16 05:47 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile]
Hey BB... I just caught up with this. Very nice read, sweet and romantic end, just perfect for our boys!!

Kris was fucking back, making sex noises, and the expression on his face was pure ecstasy.

Nice...HOT... :D Alana

Date: 2011-01-16 08:07 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile]
Thank you so much. That really means a lot to me coming from you. muah!
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